memory lane.

2 April 2008 

some live for the past,
some for the future..

what about ‘now’?

We took a walk down memory lane…
I remembered things I didn’t remember…

  Some were painful memories..
    some just pleading to be forgotten…

The memory lane.. sometimes I dread walking down it..sometimes I skip and hop my way through it…

Yes, there were joy – like the blissful primary school days.. the troubled yet exciting secondary school days…
but there were horrors.. some I hate to mention…some I can’t remember (too painful to recall)…

it’s funny how lately I opened up the unopened box of memories to discover many forgotten events and things…

Everytime my bus passes by Newton MRT.. somewhat something familiar rises up… everytime I walk out of the Newton MRT station… I feel somewhat at home… a long lost home..

Wow, Lord it’s been awhile I walked down this rarely trodden path..memory lane seems so old and forgotten now..

I feel like heading back to my now closed down secondary school…just to have a look-see…

I’ve drifted too much Lord, just too much… I need a anchor, a fixed group of friends…

I’ve lost contact with some already…. Keep close the ones I have with me now..

I guess that is why L is so important to me… Having known my past…in fact forcing me to open up a hidden box of memories… I don’t even know why I did so, I’ve kept them under lock and lost key already… but yet L manages to sneak them out…

Lord, somehow I don’t know how to face my past…just as much as I don’t know how to face the future…

But as far as I’m concerned… make my today good Lord, make my present so beautiful and memorable for me to cherish and recall in the days to come..

I’m letting go of regret and fear daddyGod.. letting go of the fear that has haunted me for years now… I’m moving on again with a another emotional baggage given to you.. (:

ok la, I sound emo… maybe..but I’m just glad I have this settled after so damn long… thanks L for really bringing me back to face my past by sharing your own.. (it’s been sometime since I’ve shared my past with anyone)

thankyou Lord, for constantly being faithful la.. You know my past damn well… and yet you still bother to love and lead me to where I am today.. (definitely much better than who I was) (:

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