by e

it’s been awhile dad since i used this word.

i hate to admit it… mundane’s back. unwelcomed but back.

life just seems so vain now. just so vain…..

“let us not forget why we do the things we do”

i forgot…dad i forgot why i exist…. do remind me… my purpose and my reason to carry on.

why am I doing the things i’m doing…

what if they go unnoticed. wasted.

bring me back to narnia again. lets faces beasts and go on adventures again…

i want to stop sobbing in my poor tiny cubicle.

i want to taste life again.

and ohh… it tastes so damn sweet.