so i don’t seem to care anymore.
i really don’t?
why does it seem that way..
he seems better ar?
what’s wrong with me then.
am i really that bad?
you know what forget it Lord.. i’m finishing it tonight..downing everything.
i never seem to understand anything. i always seem to be the stupid one.
I shall waste money then. waste it on stupid stuff. fuck it all la hor?…
i feel cheated again. what’s up?